I love the question "why?". And at the same time, I think it's kind of dangerous and should come with a warning sign. That's because the question "why?" is like a springboard. If you engage with it, it will take you deeper in any case. It can lead you deeper into your resistance to what …
If it’s true that my baby is still with me, does that mean I’m not supposed to grieve?
No, that is not what it means. Grieving, feeling the pain of loss, is part of the human experience. Grief is an expression of deep love. I think it's so important to give this love (that knows no death) space and allow it to express itself, even if it means feeling more pain than you …
In hindsight
My baby was miscarried born into my awareness Looking back, I understand that there was never a mistake. Miscarriage implies that something went wrong, but that's not true, at least not for me. The story of my baby and me is perfect. He came to me when I longed for a ray of light. At first, I …
about me
before it all began Before I became a spirit baby medium, I was a chemist. I was a typical scientist: I regarded logical reasoning as one of the greatest achievements and required proof of everything before I considered accepting it as true. I started studying chemistry when I was 18. I've always found science very …